THINKING.

Falsifier.

She’s the prevaricator.

She lies. A lot. For no reason. And about major things like life, death, and money. As if lie is her first language. I know she lies. I can smell it. I can fucking see the lies rolling off her sodden tongue. It bothers me. Because I love her dearly as a friend. sooner or later, she’s going to lie about the wrong thing or person. And I’m going to have to literally slap some precise truth into her fucking heart.

Underrated.

I think he’s superb.

No doubt. one of the coolest. one of the smoothest. ever. Has a great sense of humor too. My heart was once fully devoted to him as his was to me. Things are different now. we’re strictly friends. Nothing more. Nothing less. Have been for a while now. My apologies. I’m sometimes an asshole towards him. It’s wrong. But it’s all love. And he knows it.

Mute.

She’s completely perplexed.

I hope she remembers. Family comes first when everything goes to the left. We’re cousins. but like sisters. Sort of. She’s becoming distant. Because of her life issues and choices. She needs to realize that we’ve all been there before. She needs to speak up. Put her foot down. I’m here to support her no matter what. I postulate she knows this already.

Egocentric.

He is the self-absorbed guy.

He thought only of himself at all times. What we had could never be again. It’s wasn’t a confirmed relationship. But it was close enough. he fucked everything up. Yes. I fully blame him. The circumstances of “us” was bad enough. He made it worse by acting like a child. Luckily, I had fortified myself with the thought of a good life. Now he’s prevailing from rejection. By me.

Affluent.

This little lady is phenomenal.

Indeed. And very opinionated. At first it miffed me but now I can relate. I understand her. She’s on her way to being miss independent. A good confidant. Together, we will “pop the fuck off” on anybody who tries to get in our way. RG!

Admirer.

I call him her fancier.

He speaks with veraciousness. and he’s fine as fuck. I know it won’t. but. I anticipate a favorable event will happen between he and I one day. Better than what already happened. I like his ego. More than anything. I barely know him. But I do. This is what I’m giving up on. it’s hard looking for that end of the rainbow. I’ll end it with that.

Brotherly.

A necessity to my life.

Through thick and thin she has been here for me. She’s my lady. pause. Need I not say more.

Reserved.

I see this boy as borderline naïve.

He makes it seem as if he knows and has nothing. As if he can’t have it all. i think he can. he has most of it already. I wish he believed. I wish he had the confidence in himself that I have in him. He has the potential. To be that guy. Not mines. But someone else’s. I love him lots and wish him the best of luck. BYE.