Here are a few pictures up of my old favorite shows....


I love my life but man oh man... the little things I go through. If I'm happy about one thing, I'm sad about the other. Why can't I just be happy, sincerely. Because I'm too busy complaining about things that could easily be fixed if I just gave it a little less tears and a lot more faith.


Why don't I ever get a reasonable explanation as to why things never work out when I meet a guy. As usual, things are great in the beginning. But, in a month or so after we start dating, he stops calling, texting, and visiting. He pretty much takes our friendship and pours it down the toilet. When I ask the simple question, "why", I all of a sudden become the crazy girl. smh I try to keep in touch but all I ever get is lame conversation, if even that. I understand losing interest but damn, at least open your mouth and tell me so.
I'm not crying or anything, ts just not fair.


The Celts, who lived 2,000 years ago in the area that is now Ireland, the United Kingdom, and northern France, celebrated their new year on November 1. This day marked the end of summer, the harvest, and the beginning of the dark, cold winter. This was a time of year that was often associated with human death. Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurred. On the night of October 31, they celebrated Samhain, when it was believed that the ghosts of the dead returned to earth. In addition to causing trouble and damaging crops, Druids built huge sacred bonfires, where the people gathered to burn crops and animals as sacrifices to the Celtic deities. During the celebration, the Celts wore costumes, typically consisting of animal heads and skins, and attempted to tell each other's fortunes. As European immigrants came to America, they brought their varied Halloween customs with them. Taking from Irish and English traditions, Americans began to dress up in costumes and go house to house asking for food or money, a practice that eventually became today's "trick-or-treat" tradition. Today, Americans spend an estimated $6.9 billion annually on Halloween, making it the country's second largest commercial holiday.

Why are we celebrating this again? I normally go party to have fun on Halloween but this year, reading this has changed my mind. Something as small as dressing up should only be for kids 8 and under, it would be wrong to take their childhood away from them.



I wonder if
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Lord Forgive me...

"We ask God to forgive us for our evil thoughts and evil temper but rarely, if ever ask Him to forgive us for our sadness..."
-R. W. Dale


I'm on book number 6 in a month...


i want a shrink to talk to.
maybe even a new friend. a real one
i have 3 jobs again.
why do girls love so much?
I want to sing. Can someone help me start this?
December is close. too close
damn chico, its almost been a year...
i hated your beard, now I love every inch of you
except when you... nvmd. fuck you.
overly secretive people are annoying.
i fear being alone
you said everyone needs love???
what the fuck IS love?
giving celebrities jobs people go to school for pisses me off
what a waste of time, money, and hope
strangely, my hair is growing really fast
i put eggs & mayo in it
I feel for the homeless, for the less fortunate.
Rick Ross & JCole
spectacular. yes!
i might be in a catch 22, might
then I hear his name again. Calvin, this guy
smh he loves a lot of ketchup.
i need someone to reprogram my remote.
i think about my relgion very often
and i need a bible, still
i have a lot of priorities & goals
i hope to meet them
is it too early for a New Years Resolution?
i should do this more often.



Please excuse the use of language:
Fuck Buddy is such a childish term but its definition may not be as simple as people think. A fuck buddy is the person you go to when you want to fuck, plain and simple, no strings attached. What people forget during that state of momentary satisfaction is the longevity of the situation, we are all humans. We all have emotions so when two people constantly fuck one another, someone is bound to catch feelings. Having a sex partner is safer than going from person to person but may not be safe emotionally.


This quote simply translates that the "boyfriend/girlfriend" title is nonexistent. No strings attached therefore you are free to do and say whatever you want to whoever you want. Having the "I'm not married so I'm single" mentality is just immature for many reasons, I diagree with it more than I agree. I would prefer to have a steady relationship where there are minor limits, its easier to me. A lot of people wont commit to a relationship because it limits their freedom but I mean, isn't that an important factor, fair restrictions? You can't give your boyfriend and the cute guy down the street the same attention, its not fair. Building a friendship is what this is all about, expressing yourself ahead of time to prevent immature issues. Be up-front about what you demand and what you won't settle for to avoid confrontation with your beau in the future. If their is a huge disagreement on opinions then there you go, on to the next one.
Point blank... the quote is pure nonsense.


Alright guys, here is my second hair showcase! I am looking for models for my next showcase that will consist of 10 models. Contact me at TanaeDot@gmail.com if you or anyone you know are interested.
Model: April
Hair: Nae Nae
Make-Up: Nae Nae
Photography: Ron Marcelo