thoughts of future engagements weigh heavily on my mind
day and night.
it's a tad bit hard to sleep.
i am so inspired so I must focus.
no room for stress right now and certianly no room for games.
[taken with my cell phone. lol]
THE RICH GIRLS & KENNY BURNS
THE RICH GIRLS, BARBIE BIBIANA, MARTY MAR, & MAJOR [GOADOMETALK]
THE RICH GIRLS, MARTY MAR, & MAJOR[GOADOMETALK]
"I have a dream"
That one day, everyone will listen. Sometimes i find it a tad bit easier for me to write my thoughts and feelings down. Why you ask? Well because I can take my time writing whereas talking about it, i feel rushed... like get to the point already NaeNae! lol. And mainly because I can erase something i wrote whereas talking, i can't take back what's already been said. But over the past few years... i have learned that easier isn't always better. So i TRY to talk about shit to that person instead of in a letter, facebook status, or blog post. lol... unless i just don't give a fuck. Bye!
5...4....3....2...1... On a happier note, this weekend was sweeshie. Friday night was a blockbuster night with the girls and the guys. Clubbing with Sandra, Young Berg, and Ray J! VIP! Haha... I didn't even like them before Saturday. Sheesh! What a night. The to end the weeknd right, I went shopping! Got some nice shit too... still waiting on that jacket hun! lol I need that joint asap! Bad as shit.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! Oh yeah, I lied to myself and a few others. lol. it wasn't intentionally. The truth is, I DO still have that crush. He is fucking amazing in every aspect. BYE.