I'M NO POET...

"Forbidden Fantasies"
I love you but not the way I am supposed to. Despite what you say, I’m simply not allowed to love you like this because you belong to someone else. I want to confess my fantasies in high hopes of your heart in return but a large part of me knows I would be wrong. When will this feeling stop? When did it even start? How can I listen to my mind without breaking my heart? I anticipate the day I speak ebulliently of you minus the self consciousness. Until then, I can only imagine. Imagine that you belong to me and I.. belong to you. I fancy you in a way that makes my heart pierce through the flesh that covers it. Yes, sometimes it was that deep but most times, it was lust. It is lust. What would happen if I opened my mouth to speak, but the words that came out were none of which you ever imagined me saying?

3 comments:

[B]RYAN [B] said...

this is deep. I understand how you feel tho mama. its hard especially when all of that is running through your mind constantly. but I wish I could help you on this one but I couldnt even help myself. I guess the most I can say is if you choose to put it out in the open, make sure its the best choice first.

Mikeisha said...

THIS SUMS UP MY FEELINGS. I love this.

Nae Nae said...

Thanks guys, I know people can relate to this!