.jpg)
this is me. happy...
i compete for no one.
not even you.
DON'T MESS THIS UP.
FRIENDSHIP.
Sandra this picture means a lot to me.
thanks..
i love you!
[photo credit to Sandra G.]
i swear, blood couldn't make us any closer.
check out her blog:
THIS IS FOR MY LADIES!
Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter.
fuck that! let it go! love you and your circumstances.
Think about it...
the prettiest woman can actually have hell in her heart.
the most popular woman may be unable to have children.
the richest woman you know might be lonely as a muthafucka.
[please excuse my language]
love who you are
I am too Blessed to be Stressed
and
EASE ON DOWN THE ROAD...
"How do you continue going up hill when you're scared stuck in that one spot because of previous accidents. Do you brainstorm different routes? Do you turn around and just give up?Or do you overcome your fears independetly? "
I answered my own question on Saturday yet its still hard for me to follow. don't you hate that shit. you know what you should do but you can't seem to do it right then and there. ugh! i have been so eager to go there all summer and now that i finally have the opportunity to, im scared to go. i keep thinking "what if?" at some point in time, everyone wonders "what if'... but to what extent? where is the breaking point when you just say fuck it!?!? i am putting an excessive amount of thought into this when actually, little thought is necessary. i just want to be happy.
plain and simple. and if going to, lets say Haawii [hehe], makes me happy, then im going to fucking go.
the end.
NO TITLE
so i was browsing blogs
on this sicky ass day when i came across this post.
funny as shit. the highlight of my day.
INNER BLONDE
so i went outside to take the trash out...
with wet hair. in the cold weather.
now look at my ass.
sick.everyone has their blonde moments.
BOOKS
Saturday morning, around 9am, i went to the library with Eden and Talia. we became members of the library and each recieved our library cards to get books. I picked up two wonderful books. One of the books I picked up deals with bartending. I forgot the name and author of the book and i left it at home.. so i won't mention it. lol Anywho, bartending is something i am super interested in along with all the other adventerous things i want to learn. It discusses different types of liqueurs, volumes, mixing drinks, rims, decorations, bartending tools, and so much more! lol i sound like a fuckin commercial girl. man one day, once i master this shit, i will have a lil dinner party, drinks made and served by Tanae.
On a more educational side, the other book i picked up, entitled Hypnotic Writing by Joe Vitale, is about "reading or writing that will make you feel so relaxed that your mind, especially your subconsious, is more receptive to commands". Meaning, reading or writing something clear and precise that will be so effective that you can't resist it. Im only at the beginning of the book but so far its really an amazing book. Is more of a "this is how you can" type of book, rather than "how to" type of book.... dig me? Its more persusavive than instructional. It discusses similes, quotes, commands, language use, lengths, and spacing. No, no, no. its not a english class all over again, its a brilliant fuckin piece of communication.
p.s. its funny how the tables can turn so suddenly.
SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT:
ELLO!
so. i have been working my ass of for the past two weeks and man has it been hard. I have so much shit to talk about. so, here i go.
Yes, I have 3 jobs. The Library of Congress[the Madison building pictured above] as an librarian technician, Up Against the Wall as an sales associate/cashier, and Phyllis J. Outlaw & Associates [law firm] as an Administrative Assistant. Sheeesh! Sandra is working 2 jobs too.. these ladies are grinding!
At work, i can listen to my ipod all day since i work in a quiet environment. My ipod is old, really old [lol ask Ron]. So, although i charge it over night, it goes dead within an hour. so i am forced to listen to it that last hour before I get off work... around 3ish. blower!!!
i really love this picture!!!
[credit to Wanthy]
Grinding means money, so i purchased a dress to wear on Halloween. Sandra, Mika, and I went to The Mai Thai Lounge. It was pretty chill, and yes we danced. My boy Twon got me a drink, and so did the little Indian guy who was goosin me. "Are you supposed to be Keri Washington or someone?" That was a lame way to spark a conversation sir. lol
I waved goodbye to him after letting him know that i didn't feel the "spark" when we met in person that day. Hope you understand babe. You're a really good friend.. and you have a sexy voice. lol OH! I finally decided to "man up" and tell HIM that I was really feelin him and not his buddy. He was shocked, and seemed happy to know that it was him. my question is, whats next sir?
This may be a lame picture but... yes babes! i remember that time. lol. Since it was your bday weekend, you're stuck to remember. lol I shall visit one day....
p.s.
MY PRESIDENT IS BLACK!!!
SINGLE LADIES
TELL ME HE DIDN'T KILL THIS
if you don't have anything nice to say don't comment at all
thank you.
this post was borrowed from Gabby's blog
GRIND TIME
Monday I start my new job at
The Library of Congress as a Librarian Technician.
I also work at Up Against the Wall again starting Monday
The days I don't work at Up Against the Wall,
I'll be at the law firm training people
which means, i got 3 jobs
shit man.
will I have a social life???
fuck yes.
VINDICATION
okay so those little things are getting to me.
i have been emotional.
i see what you mean when you say
im nice one minute, goofy another, then im mean
"a bitch"
as for my proposition regarding this matter:
>>please don't shoot me down<<
i will absolve you for almost whatever actions
so
forgive me if i have been acting
"extra"
forgive me if i have been
"mean"
thats not who i am and i fancy you will see that
everyone has a breaking point
& everyone has "those days"
or in my case those weeks.
lol
pardon me
i am responsible for my own actions
so i wont blame him, her, or that
bye.
GOOGLE SEARCH: quotes
"People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges"
"Forgiveness means that you've decided not to let it keep festering inside of you"
"Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. The weak can never forgive"
"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you"
THE FUTURE IS HERE
"Could they be the new faces of Hip-Hop???"
I have been listening to Asher Roth & Charles Hamilton a lot.
they are the bomb!
Now, imma check out Mickey Factz.
BLANK
I listen to...
Amy Winehouse
Ledisi
Murs
Lilly Allen
Cody hestnutt
Lupe Fiasco
Shwayze
Young Jeezy
N.E.R.D.
Ryan Leslie
Christina A.
Charles Hamilton
Kanye West
Pharrell
Neyo
T.I.
Janelle Monae
Colbie Caillat
Gwen Stefani
Lloyd
Beyonce
Aaradhna
Natashia Bedingfield
Justin Nozuka
Lil Wayne
Corrine Bailey Rae
Kirk Franklyn
Estelle
Jay Z
Chrisette Michelle
Danity Kane
Nina Sky
Dorothy Dandridge
Rihanna
Musiq
I just started listening to...
Asher Roth
Solange
M.I.A.
Minus the Bear
good day.
YOU KNOW HOW THEY DO!
ON THE TRAIN
my ipod is in my ears and im not looking at anyone yet becasue i accidently made brief eye contact with the go go guy sitting accross from me, he makes his move feeling confident that the "look" i gave him mean't "hey baby. im single".
AT THE CLUB
the guy freaking the three skeets behind me slams his penis onto my butt cheeks while wrapping hands around my waist. i guess that was his way of saying "you gonna come home with me tonight along with them skeets behind me?" without sayin anything at all.
IN THE MALL
the dude with the too big high top dunks and skinny skinnier skinniest skinny jeans walks right beside me as if we are "together". when i finally decided to be nice and acknowledge his unwanted presence, he looks me up and down, and says "how you doin sweetheart?". then licks his lips. twice.ADDING TO THE WHITE RING.
AT WORK
the UPS, FED Ex, and DHL men are all in their mid 30s, i suppose. They deliver at my office around the same time in the same order three times a week. Which means, I either get a "Hey lil lady, you are so pretty", a "Can I take out out to lunch sometime?", a "Where is your boyfriend?", and/or a "While your signing your name, write you number down with that".
these are NOT ways to approach a lady.
its nice that you try.. but its not worth trying like this.
so lets get it together guys.
LMFAO!
guys, humor me with the ways ladies approach you...
SO THERE WAS A PARK...
Jaime Aquino had a photoshoot with Sandras brother... at a MoCo park. lol. i almost forgot how fun and relaxing parks are....
i took these with me camera phone. the sight was amazing...
Oh! and Aya was home!!!
p.s. i sent you some mail sir.
CONSERVATIVE LITTLE LADY
HELLO GUYS.
i am cautiously moderate at times.
i like the traditional ways of doing things.
i have self respect. speaking of self respect...
i wonder who named that dance "pop the coochie".. and i wonder why.
these comments are so off subject but...
there was a time in my life where i kissed a girl... and i DID NOT like it.
i miss some old friendships. i miss.you. my friend.
i met a guy Saturday. and man oh man! thanks Sandra.
i fucking love cranberry muffins with a organic pomegranate juice.
i have 125mins to use in the next 4days since verizon doesn't have rollover.
SEXY BACK???
call me crazy but...
i would so get this shit done...
its a pretty bold move....
but i could do it.
-------------------------------------------------------------
now this shit...
NOT COOL. JUST STUPID.
TIL THE SUN COMES OUT.....
im getting sick of all this talk about "love". i love to be loved but... is it even real anymore? think about it. for most of us, it seems that the ones who you want love from the most, gives it to you the least. and when they do give in, most of the time, the love is untrue and impossible to grip. i know we all grow and things don't always stay the same but what in gods name happened to the old fashioned way of making things work? not only am i referring to intimate relationships, im also referring to friendships. is it that damn hard to stay committed? is it that damn hard to be sincere and let someone know whats concrete and whats not?
these are my thoughts.
p.s.
"love may be absent from life for some, but happiness will never be, because only you can truly make yourself happy"
REP YOUR STANCE!
i claim a stance in non violence and peace
"i am not a fighter but i will defend myself at all times"
i claim a stance in love and happiness
"i adore being happy and making others happy"
i claim a stance education and awareness
"intelligence is pure excellence, ignorance is unacceptable"
i claim a stance trust and honesty
"friendship is honest and true"
